Polaroids.

Photo Credits: Rachel, Ricia and Veronica

Miss Lee's farewell dinner on Friday. Had fun that night but was exhausted as its right after a looooong at at school. Was awesomely high, the feeling was something like LINE camp fever hehe. Pizza Hut's pizza delighted my tastebuds yet again and we had fun with Polaroids after that. The effect of the photos which came out were (Y) which makes me want to get one soon x)

Come to think of it, days in JJ are flying pass real fast! Its only 12 weeks between Common Tests and Promotional Examinations which is super -.- Tomorrow marks Day One where the class wont say "Good morning Miss Lee!" to her first thing when we see her in the field before flag-raising. I guess the feeling will be a little weird, since its been the routine that we used to do. :/

“关于过去的事就藏心底 未来依旧有你的回忆”

Miss Lee, hope to see you again in the future. :)

Ps. I love Heart - to heart talks, cuz I get to bare my feelings. Who doesn't?

Pps. Hebe's album in 5 days time! Cant Waitttt!

林芯儀&張震嶽-回到過去 完整版MV

回到过去

Super meaningful lyrics. Love this song!

时间它像是河流 慢慢的轻轻推送
有时候像是漩涡 很难静止而不动
开心的 伤心的
一辈子 能改变什么 能相信什么
游走在梦的尽头 也常常不时回首
人与人擦身交错 谁停留谁又远走
我曾经 犯的错
我曾经 留下的遗憾 就让它去吧
如果想要回到那过去
但是你我之间存在遥远的距离
试图去弥补破碎的缝隙
我学著不放弃
愿你牢记我曾经爱过你
因为有你我才学会相信爱情
关于过去的事就藏心底
未来依旧有你的回忆
游走在梦的尽头 也常常不时回首
人与人擦身交错 谁停留谁又远走
我曾经 犯的错
我曾经 留下的遗憾 就让它去吧
如果想要回到那过去
但是你我之间存在遥远的距离
试图去弥补破碎的缝隙
我学著不放弃
愿你牢记我曾经爱过你
因为有你我才学会相信爱情
关于过去的事就藏心底
未来依旧有你的回忆
试图去弥补破碎的缝隙
我学著不放弃
愿你牢记我曾经爱过你
因为有你我才学会相信爱情
关于过去的事就藏心底
未来依旧有你的回忆

"Hmm I rather prefer that there was a person who likes me, then I can see if I like that person.

Most probably yes.

If yes I'll be his girlfriend, then I would have a boyfriend.

I sorta long for a boyfrined,

I always daydream that I lie in my future bf's arms, watching the beautiful night sky and that our romance would be 刻苦铭心 (so drama~)

I want to declare to the whole world that he's my bf and tell him "I >

Awww that's a sweet feeling isn't it.

-Mun.

Wow BFF I think we've got a great telepathy here. x)

这也是我的心声啊。

Its the end of week 6 of term 3 alr. Gosh, time flies and promos are nearing. I need God's strength to overcome this big hurdle. National Day celebrations tml morning and after that I'll be meeting Dumbfacee for funnnnnn! :D Can wait! Been anticipating tml since this week started. Did I ever declare that she's one of my 知心好友 yet? Love her ttm x3

Monday's National Day, which calls for another family gathering :D Which reminds me that my family hasn't really been gathering since CNY. 2010 seems to be a hectic year for everyone o.o

(The thought of gaining admission into a local university of my choice course seems to be motivating me to study hard. Or maybe it isn't. I don't know why, but I seem to be exhausted most of the time. I hope not to be a dead kid. x.x!)

For now, slack well, sleep well, play well tml and study hard after that! :p

To do list, #N.

1. Scan Project Work Written Report
2. Economics Tutorial 8
3. Maths Tutorial 9 (last part) and 10
4. Collate everything in Written Report when majority's done by the guys.

(Feeling bad for not going to church just now (again) as parents just told me today's service was interesting o.o)

Despicable Me 3D with Mun yest was the love!>

一页台北 with parents at night, it made me love Taipei more. :D

Time's running out, yet parents are pulling me out (literally) to see another showflat in Yishun ._.

Sometimes I dont know if I should feel blessed and fortunate or not.

Back to scanning!

Packed Days.

I always have a feeling of not having enough time to balance between revision, homeworks and time with family and friends. Especially when the new timetable's making me end my day at school at average of 4pm everyday. Wth right x.x

Been not attending church for a month I think. Which is super badddd but I know He's always there for me.

&, scholarshipppppp! Time management is tough ttm, tougher than Chemistry. D:

Never-ending list of things to do with Family Dumbface Buddy and Mun. Next time when we run out of ideas its important to refer to it. :D

Stalking S.H.E S's sister and parents are becoming my daily routine. :D

我爱三只，爱台湾！:D

(Dumbface cant join me with my parents this dec to Taiwan, T^T)

&I'm making sure I'm getting enough sleep. Which means I've gotta be in bed at the most, 30 minutes later.

Yawnnnnn! Life is tiring and packed, even tighter than sardines. Sometimes it can be a good thing though. :?

I'm back!

The truth is, I've been popping here almost everyday during the past 3 weeks. Not for everything else but for my beloved S.H.E (L)

All 3 have opened 微博s (Chinese version of Twitter) recently and I've opened mine too, to follow them and other Taiwanese big shots. :D

&Selina's going to host Guessguessguess soon! Cant wait omfg.

So, my holidays are going to end real soon. :(

1st week was taken by Economics Common Test.

2nd Week was taken by Chemistry self-study for 4 whole mornings (and afternoons at home too),

3rd week was taken by Bali~ and MORE revision (with slacking time),

(Baked cookies with sister and celebrated Daddys' Day too, quality time with family well spent ^^)

4th week (now) was (so far) occupied by revision and yesterday's Piano Concert.

Tooooo fast! D:

Dad flew off to Norway yesterday morning while I was still in slumberland.

Had my favourite J.CO Donuts yesterday after Concert. Like finally!

Meet up with Sharon(L) countless times this holidays due to sheep's absence (ahaha I miss my Sheep ~.~) and Bakerzin's coupons= HUGE discounts :D , love her ttm! ^^

Caught the World Cup fever in Bali and not recovering from it. Can't watch tonight's matches oh nonononono!

I MISS MUN AND SHEEPPPPPPP!

Can't wait for Hebe's solo album, coming out soon!

She started recording the day after her Bali trip (before mine) and finished it before leaving for New York. Anticipating much! :D

Going to wrap sushi naoooo. Hungry~

Life is full of tests.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHANJIAYING! >

My Primary School best friend :))

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杨果曾经说过，“希望有一天我能够找到一个会珍惜我，爱护我的人”。嗯，有同感。

I MISS WATCHING DOWN WITH LOVE!

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Economics common test in less than 24 hours time. Seems that nothing has been going into my brain lately. :(

Holidays are for relaxing, ain't it?

Say Hello to my new baby! I'm typing using this now hehe.

Even though I saw this while google-ing for the above picture, looks even nicer but I have no idea about its specifications o; Doubt its available in Singapore anyway, or I would have seen it around while shopping for my current lappy alr x)

*

2 more schooldays to the long-awaited June holidays! Can't wait to meet up with my beloved! ^^

Random thoughts.

1. I cant wait for June Holidays! Even though it means sacrificing part of it to revise for common tests which takes place during last week of hols. x(
2. JJChoir outing at Mind Cafe this Saturday! (Y).
3. I want to meet Mun (L) and explore RP asap! Gosh that place looks very nice x)
4. JJ talenttime with Perlin Mamaa and Wendy (or Shuwen as her friends address her) Jie last Friday at RP. It was an eye-opening experience for me, looking at my friends perform. Took pictures, and I bumped into Mun at the RP gates while she was walking towards the MRT and us walking into RP. & what was even better was I was telling Mama that my bff is studying in RP. Cool right~
5. (There's a difference between Mama and Mommy for me since a few weeks ago. Mama = Perlin, Mommy = my biological mother. & I love both of them. :D)
6. 2 more weeks to June holidays and my darling Sheep's flying off to her hometown soon. Sheep I miss you even though we just met last week but I was really tired and not feeling well then. Sighs.
7. Felt really downnnnnnnn on Monday due to some stuffs. Wont disclose here but thank God for you. (L) I know that you're my forever friend yayyyyyyy! xoxo.
8. Test-filled week and more to come the week after this. x( I'm a dead fish. Even though Maths test was unexpectedly okay to me today, there's Economics Chemistry and GP tml. Gone case alr D:
9. I should not be here now but should be doing Economics instead but I DONT CARE (Hebe's style :D)! Booked Mind Cafe for Choir on Sat alr, one thing off my to-do list x)
10. I can smell dinner from downstairs. Mommy's cooking, filled with warmth and love every homecooked meal (more of weekdays dinners actually :)) (Y).
11. Wanted to post pictures here but tried. And failed. ): Facebook people. Almost everything's there. (:
12. School is getting boring but its okay, I've learnt to accept the fact. I'm a strong stone. :))
    

S.H.E is the one World Tour 2010!

FINALLY.! Yesterday was one of the (most) enjoyable days of my life! The 1st time I saw S.H.E, my 3 beloved girls, with my naked eyes standing not too far away from me. I enjoyed myself before, during and after the concert. Envy me or what! *big smiles :DDDD*

Took lots of photos and vids, shall upload them slowly when I have the time (and mood) (which is I dont know when, hopefully within the next few days. LOL).

I looooooove the concert! S.H.E, I can see that you all did your very best! <3

&I thank God for arranging(?) Kagee and Priscilla to be mad about S.H.E and their everything with me, cuz we dont loot mad as we get mad together. LOL. At least I dont feel so dumb screaming and getting high on my own. HAHAHAAA. My good friends! ^^

School tml, big sighs D: Backkkk to studying, bye S.H.E and I hope you all get a good night's rest every night!

:/

I'm very nervous for Monday. House Council results. :S
I'm despo for council (x I fear not getting in. What if I fail again? Veryveryvery nervous now.
Feeling the heat. D:

One more week to S.H.E's concert!! Cant wait!

Celebrations.

Happy Birthday to Kagee! (L) Finally NC16 alr lehh! \m/
Treated this cousin of mine to suki sushi for lunch after finishing my Pw's PI this morning. Finally, a load off my mind :D First time I'm treating someone a birthday meal ^^

This cousin of mine, even though she is an academic year after me, she's in actual fact, 4 month plus younger than me. I still remember the times when we were in our primary 1 and 2 days, we'll STILL use the red potty at grandma's place. The aunts of ours will compare who's taller. Till this date, we're the same height LOL. (I think I'm slightly taller than her though AHAHA.)
We're good girls cuz after the meal, we rested awhile then we did our homework at my place :D

Went to 313@summerset with parents at 8plus for dinner and shopping. Bought mickey and tweety tees :D Its been very long since I last shopped :/

I bought my SHERO album tday! (Fyi, it's S.H.E's 12th studio album!) Got it at a good price of $14.90 with evtg included \m/ $7 lesser than what Kagee bought. LOL. Thank God. Save $! ((:

Next week has no tests thus far, but I got to recap my chemical bonding and sigma tml. House council's balloting and talentime prelimnary round next wed. Vote for me! I really want to join council :D
I hope I'll pass the 1st round of talentime and eventually get to compete in the finals. I do hope to dedicate sheep and mine's fav song to my dear sheep. (L)

I miss Sharondar, Mun and Sheep alot.. ): Mun has the forever epic fail money saving plan..!
I pray that someday she'll have the determination to overcome all temptations and save money! LOL.

I dont want to let you know that I worry for you, my friend. I just wanna say that I'll be there for you when you need me. ((:

\m/!

This week.

Chemistry and Physics lecture tests were .___. Made careless mistakes D: Idk why I always panic during lecture tests hais. More to come next week. Arghhhh.
&I know a sh*t about maths's sigma notation. Havent get used to the whole idea of the weird E symbol and the stuffs on top and botton of the E thingy -.- Test next Tuesday. Congrats me again pls. Haha.

Had our 1st pw lecture tday! Its quite dry actually x.x and idk we are allowed to write using pen on the qn paper or not o.o
Went for house council interview with classmates and some LINE camp facils ((: I miss those times we gathered as facils to discuss stuffs. The interview went ok I think. But its less than 5 mins..? :? I hope I pass the interview luh. I want to get into house council :D Went GO to submit talentime form then walked to the busstop with Terry. Homeeeeeeee~ ^^

Econs Maths Physics Chemistry tests next week! Basically its all my content subjects -.-! Hard luck!

I shall not fear anymore, for I know that God is and will be with me in anything I do. :D

I say Why.

Why does it seems that I have more failures than others? :(
Chemistry Lecture test tml and I'm going out now to celebrate my parent's wedding anniversary over a restaurant dinner. Congratulate me quick.

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I'm applying for House Council. ((:
Wish me the best!

West Zone LINE camp 2010

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Reflections for LINE camp. This should probably summarise them all. Shall blog more about it when I have the time. ((:

Life Lessons.

Everthing's not easy. Managing time well, balancing everything, learning how to be a leader, learning how to think and be aware of the surroundings, everything's not easy. The journey's going to be tough. :/
I guess that camp prep so far has taught me lots of things. Time management, coping with sleepy days, organisation of stuffs and the best part of all, new friends who really care for each other. They're super friendly and that's why they rock. ^^

(I'm watching bullfighting (L), waiting for my hair to dry. Tired ttm but had fun tday at sports meet and camp prep ^^ dranked fluids the whole day with some snacks and had dinner at 10.30pm. New late dinner record. Haha.)

I drank orange juice, milo and mouthfuls of bubble tea etc from my friend's drinks and had bread, hotdog, pokey and nugget for the whole day. I wasnt that hungry due to consuming alot of fluids. hahaha.

Its the last lap of camp prep and I feel that owens facs has done very well. We made mistakes like how normal people should and we learned from them, so that we'll ensure that we wont commit mistakes during actual camp. Slacked about 2 hours while waiting for bikila to participate in the primary school n.e games tday during dryrun, was boring yet entertaining at the same time x.x everything ended at 8plus and went to jp for camp stuffs with Darren Hitlary(Stephanie :D) Amira Amirah. &Thanks Rachel for hugging me when I need a hug. I'm still worried for alot of stuffs :s I shall settle alot of them (mainly schoolwork) tml, my homeday ^^ &I went off for home at 9plus, reached home at 10.30. Very late. Bathed then almost k.o-ed but my stomach growled so I ate dinner. ((: Otherwise I'll be in my dreamland by now. :D

Sports meet was fun, espacially since I was involved in hypeing up the whole of owens together with owens LINE camp facs :D &I drank 2 cups of milo, considered very less compared to the 2 Amirahs who drank 9 cups each? like LOL. We loooooove free milo! Haha. I saw the past me in those who were slacking, playing on their phones like nobody's business. I understand what it feels like. We did our best, but sometimes you cant really force people to cheer. The feeling must be from your heart still. ((: oh and Owens came the last in overall, bannister was the overall champion. Nevertheless, I enjoyed myself. Congrats Bannister! Owens aint a sore loser right! ^^

LINE camp in 2 more days! Cant wait! ^^ YIPPPPPPP! R(A).

Count the beat, sweat the heat.

YIPP! ^^ Decide to blog while waiting for my hair to dry so that I can hopefully nap later. There's chem tuition at &.15 and I hope that I can clear all my doubts later. ((:
Camp prep was fun. Had prep camp from fri to sat, urshering for A lvls results before that.
Congratulations to my dearest Qingyang for scoring As in all her 3H2+1H1! Since we study the exact same subjects, you motivated me to do as well (or better :x) for my As. Hopefully, in 2 years time, I can be like you, achieving good results. Not forgetting to get my name on the powerpoint too. ((x Love you girl. Thank God for you, for motivating me during my Os while you were preparing for As. ^^

Wore Kaifen's stinky tees for prep camp cuz there's no stock for Bannister. Why was it stinky, you may ask. She washed those tees late on thurs night after sports heats and passed them to me the next morning, a little damp. When I took them out after urshering on fri, they really stink ahahhaa. I had an alternative which was Rachel's Bannister tees, but the size was bigger x.x Still I must really thank Kaifen for lending me her err.. turned stinky Bannister and Rono tees. ((:

Bonded really well with Owens facs during prep camp. Those cheers, cheonographing of dances, banner painting, walking the 2-hour route around Jurong West. &I passed by both of my old houses. Nostalgic feeling's back again. :s Did I mentioned that I literally painted my limbs buring banner painting. Madeline and I wrote on the floor with chalk and green paint :X together with all the other paint marks (heart shape etc.) that were left by generations of seniors. Haha.
&Ricia pointed out to me that Rachel Tan looks like Serene, which I totally agree.

Had surprise fire drill at 5am on sat morning, which when I was shaken up, I was in sleep mode. Everyone was shouting "RUNRUNRUN!" and as I got onto my feet, I felt needles shoting up my right leg x.x which resulted to Madeline and Chenxin (I think) guiding me along as we ran. Never did I thought that after taking attendance did we realised that Rachel was missing (!!). My heart raced like an aeroplane.Even in my slumber state, I was aware that Keong (family head) was paniking and two of us owen facs were sent running to the hall to look for her. I felt so apologetic towards Rachel cuz she slept like a log (she admitted that herself) beside me and when I woke up, all I thought of was myself. I failed to be aware of my surroundings, to see if my mates, even those that were right beside me, were okay. How can I care for my campers then? I felt veryveryvery apologetic that morning. Even though she said that i was not wrong, but I still feel very bad. ): I promised to myself that nothing of this sort will happen ever again. During actual LINE camp, the camper's well-bring shall always be my piroity.

Sometimes I really hate myself for being so careless. It costed me 4 marks in the 1st maths class test, which 18 ouf of 24 classmates scoring full marks. Today, I was careless again during physics lecture test. I'm down in the dumps can. ): Hopefully, I wont be careless anymore for the upcoming tests. Siansation.

Sharon's turing 18 tml! Sadly, I cant go out with her to celebrate. My parents wont allow to. Camp and tests are waiting for me. Cons wait for me arr, we shall do something for her :D

Heard from cousin Kagee that S.H.E's new album's coming up! Cant wait ^^ Their new song Down with Love (I think) simply rocks :D

Nap time. After chem tuition, I shall practice piano. Lacking of it due to prep camp x.x
Exhausted ttm, but owens facs rocks ttm! (Y)

Sometimes, I wished..

• that I was slimmer. Slimmer limbs. They're short to began with, which leads me to my next wish.
  
• that I will have longer limbs. I hold the record for having the shortest limbs in the 10 (and coming 11th and 12th) years of education in my class. &probably, school. :/
• that I was taller and.. slimmer. I tried to diet (dont say that I'm skinny just because I'm petite.) but mama's cooking, being the best in the world and the fact that she always cooks dinner totally ruined my plan. Sometimes I will envy people who are slimmer than me. Oops.
  
• that I was smarter. You know, Ajc's a stone's throw away and I'm in Jjc. &I know people who live near Jjc who studies at Ajc. Ironic, isn't it?
• that I was a better me.. earlier. I'm aware that I did not know how to be the best me when I was in secondary school and I'm regretting it now. I tried to change halfway through but it failed. Nevertheless, I still thank God for those close friends of mine. The numbers may be small but it's the heart that counts, no?
• that I was more talented. Ohmygawd, am I getting greedy? I do wish that I'm more talented in my studies and in the Arts so that my life would be easier.
• that I can eat and eat without getting fat. I want high metobolism rate but too bad it isn't in my genes. ): I was overweight once. Or to put it in a nicer term, too short for my weight. x.x

Despite all these, I knew that God has a plan for me, no matter how bad or how unslim/untalented I am. I'm not preaching here but I have countless number of things to thank Him for.

To my dearest friends who have made an impact in my life, thank you, miss you and love you! :D

Schooldays.

This week has been quite an eventful one for me. Even though it has been filled with doubts and tutorials, it was filled with fun as well. :D Thank God.

LINE camp interview selection results were out on Tuesday and I was selected, much to my amazement. Couldn't believed it at first as I had bad experiences at previous interviews :/ There were a total of 10 of us selected for the camp, but I felt a tinge of sadness that not everyone was selected. 10S11 still OWeNs (OWNS) la! ^^

Sports day heats on that afternoon and I did badly. Felt disappointed that my timing for 100m was a disaster :/ I chionged and still got that timing. But as what Veron said, I did my best. Ohwells. Kaifen dont laugh! Pbfttttt. Lol. Tug-of-war was fun even though I was the only one from S11 :? Made some friends from A05 there. The whole class girls took part, so onzzz! Pullllll and pull, very onz one. :D That night, I knew what happened to S11's awesome OGL. To you, takecares! Miss seeing you around in school and I loooooove the star alot! ^^ F4 OWNS! YAY!

Had camp prep after cca open house yesterday till 5plus. Got to know some of the facis in the same family(town) as me, S11 totally owns :D Discussed ice-breakers, signed letter of undertaking etc. Realised there's more committment than I expected x.x My excitement for camp did not waver though. ((:

Woke up at 4am today to practice piano and understand maths. Have been brain-dead during lectures where APGP is concerned recently :/ At first, I totally dont understand what the chapter's all about. But OGL says its an easy chapter, so might as well conquer it! ((: &I did it when most people are sleeping. Woke up this early during Os too, studying with a refreshed mind :D Pe made me extremely sweaty as usual and I bathed during the break before maths tutorial. Shiokness ^^
Piano after school. Totally chiong-ed to teacher's place but I was late D: Alighted one bus stop earlier, how blur can I get. But Ms Cheong says it's God's plan. Everything happens for a reason. I have to remind myself of that. ((:

Meeting bff tml after school for Satrbucks(L) and slackkkkk! ^^ Loooooong time no see her alr! :D

Homework check (and it's 8.40pm now :/)

• Physics tutorial qn 10
• Physics SPA worksheet
• Econs qn on Budget ==
• Gp qn

Till a later time! Loveeeeeeee (L)